Fell of the tight rope again

For some reason, which a can't figure out, I had ten good days.
No headache, no visual rubbish, NO BRAIN FOG.
It was like a revelation. Is this how I should feel?
I could think clearly, make decisions, even managed to take charge at an angry business meeting.
I must have been like this once, I think - twas truly amazing.
Everythings back though. Ribs became inflamed again and all went to %$# very quickly.
So here I am back on the merry go round looking for answers.
It's autoimmune - for me. I at least know that much now.
Thousands and thousands of itzey bitzey antibodies and immunoglobulin e's have come out to play again - the image of little pacmen with parana teeth come to mind.
So did a big chunk of thyroid fall of after being mauled by the little pacmen and this is why everything went away while it was absorbed into my system, or did my pituatary actually kick in and do some work?????????
Having that good few days I think has made it worse cause now I've seen what it should be like and I think it has sent me a little nuts.
Actually probably a lot nuts today.

I'm definitely on the auto-immune wave-length right now. So many unknowns though! So many scientific breakthroughs that still need to be done.

Oiy....

I can completely understand how hard it makes it to go back to pain if you have had a break from it. So often I talk about wishing I could get a break to rebuild my strength to fight on, but the few times I've had a better time have made the ensuing times that much harder to deal with. Sorry you're having so much trouble!